MOVING ON

since i cant do anything with my fb,
i decided back to my blogger life *winks*
hahaha,finally she's back to bloogiiieee !


well,my fb really annoyed me.
i heart my facebook banyak banyak !
but then too many spammers spam my fb
and im still considering to delete it or not.
sigh,such a waste if i delete it
i will have to re-add my friends and many things
argh -.<


anyway,i found a JOB (;
yesh,true..i'll be working at the place i used to work last year at ou
which means,skinfood *smiles*

actually i went to interview for few shops
and applied more than 5 jobs
but they never give me a call,shyt !


last week when back to skinfood to ask whether
there's a place enough me to fit it
but beyonce siad temporary enough worker );
so saya pun heart break lo...

i even went to etude house (skinfood's enemy ) interview!..

and guess what has happened just now?

i was sleeping and suddenly recieved a call from my ex-boss,wendy
and she offered a job for me at skinfood !
i was soo soo sooooo touched ,seriously
she treat me as her own daughter and i used to call her my 'step mum'
awwww...!
she even transffer a girl from ou's skinfood to ioi mall
i felt really gratitude to her,she always gives me chances
i promise i will appreciate this chance and treat my 'mum' well ;DD


this year really a black year for me,i guess
too much bad things happened to me...

what has happened already pass
i dont want to think bout it too much
but i learnt many things after all this

a friend that i never thought will betray me already treat me as her enemy now
speechless

a friend that treat me so good infront of me but behind backstab me.
leave me no choice

yes,i feel totally dissapointed on all of this
fucked-up peoples...
i dont give a damn shit bout it .


yea, if u guys like to use my name and spread rumours bout me
just go ahead la ...
if got problem with me just tell me infront of me
i can take it
i fucking dont care bout it
and im not weak okay
dont try to act u are soooo KIND and
put all the blame on urself

if i really did something wrong
i will not act like a 'sook chun' like u guys lo..

u guys happy now,
spoil my name and reputation

u won ; i loss

u fucking happy laugh bout me now
fucking happy talk shit bout me now

and i fucking dont care bout it
im stronger than what u guys thought
i dont have to explain anything to clarify my name
explanation is just a thing which cover the ugly truth

and btw,there's a FAT & UGLY BITCH keep bitchin around my school
what the fuck weih,she thinks she very pretty now ah?
so desperate want guys fuck her
somemore stil named herself
'high-class bitch/slut'
walau man....

if she promotes herself to guys la
guys also dont want fuck her la
later get AIDS then jialat lo...

and for this friend,
if u really get what a 'real/true friend' means
u wont call this kind of people as us 'sister'
maybe u stil treat her as ur sister la,
but as a friend i already did all the best to help u
i respect the decision u has made.
but i'll always be there if you need me.


whoa man,this is such a long long post la..
cant wait to meet up with my brothers later (;
we promised each other will stand together no matter what
they really really make me feel im living in a caring family
*hugs*



and thanks jia ern & kim,mun & yun always be there for me
when im involving with the shitty problems
shared my problems and willing to listen to me
i love u guys (;


kae la
since now got some lifeless peoples comment bout my legs again
i decided to move on my diet plan again
dont try to stop me (;




til the next post (;