Saturday, October 24, 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

MOVING ON





since i cant do anything with my fb,
i decided back to my blogger life *winks*
hahaha,finally she's back to bloogiiieee !


well,my fb really annoyed me.
i heart my facebook banyak banyak !
but then too many spammers spam my fb
and im still considering to delete it or not.
sigh,such a waste if i delete it
i will have to re-add my friends and many things
argh -.<


anyway,i found a JOB (;
yesh,true..i'll be working at the place i used to work last year at ou
which means,skinfood *smiles*

actually i went to interview for few shops
and applied more than 5 jobs
but they never give me a call,shyt !


last week when back to skinfood to ask whether
there's a place enough me to fit it
but beyonce siad temporary enough worker );
so saya pun heart break lo...

i even went to etude house (skinfood's enemy ) interview!..

and guess what has happened just now?

i was sleeping and suddenly recieved a call from my ex-boss,wendy
and she offered a job for me at skinfood !
i was soo soo sooooo touched ,seriously
she treat me as her own daughter and i used to call her my 'step mum'
awwww...!
she even transffer a girl from ou's skinfood to ioi mall
i felt really gratitude to her,she always gives me chances
i promise i will appreciate this chance and treat my 'mum' well ;DD


this year really a black year for me,i guess
too much bad things happened to me...

what has happened already pass
i dont want to think bout it too much
but i learnt many things after all this

a friend that i never thought will betray me already treat me as her enemy now
speechless

a friend that treat me so good infront of me but behind backstab me.
leave me no choice

yes,i feel totally dissapointed on all of this
fucked-up peoples...
i dont give a damn shit bout it .


yea, if u guys like to use my name and spread rumours bout me
just go ahead la ...
if got problem with me just tell me infront of me
i can take it
i fucking dont care bout it
and im not weak okay
dont try to act u are soooo KIND and
put all the blame on urself


if i really did something wrong
i will not act like a 'sook chun' like u guys lo..


u guys happy now,
spoil my name and reputation

u won ; i loss

u fucking happy laugh bout me now
fucking happy talk shit bout me now

and i fucking dont care bout it
im stronger than what u guys thought
i dont have to explain anything to clarify my name
explanation is just a thing which cover the ugly truth

and btw,there's a FAT & UGLY BITCH keep bitchin around my school
what the fuck weih,she thinks she very pretty now ah?
so desperate want guys fuck her
somemore stil named herself
'high-class bitch/slut'
walau man....

if she promotes herself to guys la
guys also dont want fuck her la
later get AIDS then jialat lo...

and for this friend,
if u really get what a 'real/true friend' means
u wont call this kind of people as us 'sister'
maybe u stil treat her as ur sister la,
but as a friend i already did all the best to help u
i respect the decision u has made.
but i'll always be there if you need me.


whoa man,this is such a long long post la..
cant wait to meet up with my brothers later (;
we promised each other will stand together no matter what
they really really make me feel im living in a caring family
*hugs*



and thanks jia ern & kim,mun & yun always be there for me
when im involving with the shitty problems
shared my problems and willing to listen to me
i love u guys (;


kae la
since now got some lifeless peoples comment bout my legs again
i decided to move on my diet plan again
dont try to stop me (;




til the next post (;








Wednesday, October 21, 2009

UNFAITHFUL




4 words ;



FRIENDS MAKE ME DISSAPOINTED .





learn from mistakes,learn to grow up,looks this world with a wider angle
friends can be for a moment or forever
i used to trust them really really much
but in the end backstab me




hahaha....

maybe this is fate right?




im still me,
i will not ADMIT anything that i never did
and i aint weak
if u guys think u can bully me easily just go ahead
cause peoples will look this thru their real eyes
god is watching it too

im still walking on my own path
those who dont want walk along with me just fuck off
i dont need ur concern
i can take it myself




i believe in karma,


karma is a bitch.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

IT'S HAS JUST BEGUN (;




oohhoohhh....!!!

IM BACK ;DDD

finally that bloody final comes to an END.
yesh....im not kidding u and this ain't a dream (;
and im survived from that disaster,how cool eh?
DONT JEALOUS ME ;d

  • thursday
my last papers were moral and physics 1
physics was sucked as usual...
after finished it,went to ou with my babes
kim & lainey >.-
lepak at there and went to few shops to get our party outfits
but i never got the one i wanttt );
saddd ~

my day with mua nerddyy spec <3

@ kitschen.






not forgetting our yellow label,f21 (;




♥ the red-colour-vintage-dresssie !

awwww..! me likey




picture of the day (;


went to sanctuary at nite with xiang (;
went there chill and danced for while cz we got the 2nd round
bumped into someone that i kinda miss ...pfff






  • friday
went ou again..but with kawai and kevin (;
chill at osc & wongkok as usual...
lian juan & ysern came later ;D
awwww...sernn!
ed then picked me and the guys to syazwan's open hse partayyy
thanks uncle & aunty for the awesome food
not forgetting chloe's mash potatoes (;
just showed up for an hour plus
then rushed back to al safa to meet up with kawai they all (;
chill there for while then went to curveee,
get ready for krazyyy ;D


im sooo sorry guys
if that night wasnt a enjoyable night for u all
immm sooo sooowwiieee !

wanted to go sanctuary but sanctuary was packed that night
in the end headed to scarlet );
i had my wild and totally krazy night there
im so sorry if i ignored u that night
bcz i had been busying for shaking mua boddayy x)
took few pics only due to camera problem..







  • saturday
went ou,AGAIN
lols...nothing much laa...
went al safa yamchar that night
after that supposed go barce with xiang
end up everythings went fucked up
damn alot unlucky things happened within few hours
can u belive that!?

GRRRR .....


  • sundayyy
since something bad happened last night
so i decided to become guai lui today (;
instead of staying at home
i went to daddy's shop to help him
stoning there but then had a great talk with the brothers (;
aww !
went al safa at night ,dad fetched ;D
i just cant loving my dad laahhh !
elder bro tagged along too..
but in the end he stoning at al safa there
and went to QUAS for s.a...lol


after that,kawai me xiang & kar yan headed to kota damansara
to continue our 2nd round yamchar session ;D
went to kayu @ kota damansara
it was my first time went to kayu
(oohhh,not forgetting i hvnt been to meng tin before! )
kawai promoted the nasi kandar there
and xiang ordered the nasi pataya there as well

the foods were AWESOME!

best mamak's food ever ;DD




*thumbs up

and...

everyone turned into [N.E.R.D] mode ~




how cute eh?!



  • monday

sing k session with my beloved's ;D
jia ern & ron ffk-ed me...SOB!
but im glad kim,lionel & weijuin showed up
the gary cao & jay chou joined us as well (;
lazy to update bout the details....
*skip!*




the future gary cao~!





alright...im sure the post is enough long
for u guys to digest ad x)


til the next time '




Tuesday, October 13, 2009

LET'S START OF SOMETHING NEW





bye bye long hairr....


;



hello new hair (;


finally cut my hair,quite heart pain..
i cut my hair not only because of i feel bored to long hair,
it also means time to change everything


say goodbye to the past,
im now new me...
another me ..
im not copying whatever anymore
just being myself (;




btw;




2moredays

ciaoz !



p.s comment pls,new hair or previous one ? ;D

Friday, October 9, 2009

she's not dead YET.




sorry for abandon mua blog for zillion years..
recently was busy bout finals );
finished history,bm,bc,english & mod math papers ,
4 more days to go
time seemed to pass so slow,sigh );





anyway,after finished my mod math paper..
went to ou to celebrate zukuan's belated birthday ;D
actually last week i promised him will wish him on his birthday
but i've forgotten,and have to treat him lunch & dinner );
but nevermind la,i dont mind as long as this asshole happy ;D


lainey's sis fetched me & her to ou,
she went to gym & i went to meet up with zk and his frens
carmen was there too (;
we then went to charm's restaurant to have our lunch
i ordered a ice kacang,me likey !
zk ordered the lampchop,spensive one ==




after the lunch me zk & his fren went to catch a movie
watched;

sorrority row



ratings: 7/10

ma der..this show effin scary la..
i swear to god u guys must watch it (;
but the ending kinda weird laaaa...
weird BF ==

after the show,play pool with zk
surprisingly i won the game ;D
after that met up with lainey at a&w *


bought ;



new mascara with zebra stripes pinky mirror


did i mention before sun moulin's red bean bun was
super duper awesomeee shyt? ;D
here it is....




yummmy ~ finger lickin good ;D


oh,and yea..i got a
warning letter from sch
cz i had absent for more then 20 days (;
my first time receive letter from school ;D




wanted to go
barce just now,
but last min canceled cz no transport,wth?





4 more days to go
then my freedom will be back ;DD


Monday, October 5, 2009


IM

NOT IN THE MOOD RIGHT NOW.